Stupid things that bother me

This is gonna be short b/c I’ve got tons of shit to get done. But anyways, on that note, Tomorrow, no, scratch that, tonight Im going to Key west. Yes Im excited but pissy at the same time. why is it always something? some stupid hurricane or flight delay or i have to work while im on vaca? Evidently Gustav (Hurricane) Isn’t really coming near Key West, so thats good. and now theres another hurricane (that also isn’t hitting key west) but thats not the point. the point is that ever since I can remember Ive wanted a hurricane named after me. and Since my name starts with an H, i figured this had to be my year. NO. They named it Fucking Hanna. I dont even know why this upsets me so much except now i have to wait two more years to hope for a hurricane to be named after me. its the stupidest thing in the world to get mad about but really..??!? I swear they had a hurricane hannah (with an H so original) like 6 years ago, bullshit. but it still kinda bothers me. i cant help it. i really just wanna buy a teeshirt that says “i survived hurricane heather”. that would be cool.

what else bothers me? that its already getting freagin cold here. ok not reallycold at all, its like 60’s at night (COLD TO ME). but being used to the south for 6 years. I think I might die up here.

Friday Already!?

Friday. geez the weeks go fast. I have literally done NOTHING all week ( except shop online), And it’s not even my fault. I haven’t been given anything to do its ridiculous. The funny part is that today I actually do have work to do finally and now i decide to write on my blog. Im so good at balancing activities.

Monday I said this was gonna be a helpful blog and maybe sometimes it will be, but maybe people can just learn from my mistakes. thats helpful right? Today I could actually use some advice or sympathy. either one works. I’ve had the same best friend since 9th grade. she recently moved back to VA too and we were all excited to be living in the same place again (or so i thought). Basically whenever I’m not around (so ive heard) she talks mad shit about me to our other friends. first of all, WTF!? second of all, what should I do? I feel a Huuuuuge drunk bitch fight coming on (maybe tonight, uh oh) and honestly im big on love and peace (not in a hippie way, just in a chill out kinda way) and she’s more uptight and i really dont wanna fight with her. But Im sick of hearing that my best friend says stuff about me thats so bad to other people that they feel the need to tell me that my best friend is a bitch. and they dont even tell me what she says… so ya know its bad. but i honestly cant figure out what the fuck she would say about me that people dont already know. I would get sick of hearing someone talk bad about someone else, esp their bff.

anyways, im supposed to go out with her tonight… so we shall see.

ughhh yesterday I went to kickboxing class with a friend and I am SO sore. It feels SO good. We’re trying to get in shape in a week b/c we’re going to the Keys for Labor Day weekend. Im so excited! i dunno if we’re gonna actually get in shape in a week but maybe a littttle toned. couldnt hurt anyways. The instructor was seriously a Billy Blanks wannabe. he was a seriously buff black man wearing all black spandex and he would smack your stomach and tell you to tighten up and like basically lift your legs higher if you wernt kicking high enough or hard enough. he was awesome. I havent worked out in months AND i smoke (really need to quit) but i was dying, it felt amazing.

So I guess I should get some work done… it’s noon.. i guess i could go to lunch haha. nah probably wont. I get to work and then i eat breakfast so its basically like an early lunch. saves money too! there thats a helpful tip, haha.

oh yeah I just got caught not working at all by my boss. That’s great. go me. blog time over.

happy friday people!!

Manic Monday… not so much

It’s 5:38 Monday evening and I’m bored at work. Shocker. With no projects to work on or assignments to finish, I came up with the brilliant idea to start a blog. And I am not a blogger. But I guess I am now.

You’re probably wondering, Why on earth don’t you just go home? It’s after 5:30! Yes, duh, I know this. Unfortunately I was really, really late to work this morning. Not uncharacteristic but I’m usually not almost two hours late… that’s pushing it. It’s not like I missed anything though, there’s nothing to do.

Wanna know what I do? Public Relations. Not really bad ass PR like Samantha Jones or anything. We do Non-profits. Which can occasionally be cool. But not today.

Most people would probably love having nothing to do but I don’t. I could be out doing so many other things than sitting at a desk doing nothing. I honestly never thought I would have a desk job. no scratch that… a desk job in a cube. That’s being more honest. I guess I just thought I would be famous or rich by now? Not because of any amazing skill or talent I have (because I don’t) just cause I think I’m awesome and I thought everyone would have realized that by now and I’d be famous for it..? yeah I’m pretty sure that’s what I was thinking when I was a teenager. Just wait Heather… It’s gonna happen. I am an idiot. I’m really good at not thinking about the inevitable and then I’m shocked and appalled when it happens. Damn this desk. Damn it.

Now it’s 6:03. Wow it took me a while to write hardly anything. Actually that’s kind of a lot. My boss would be so happy to come across this blog I’m sure. Gah that would be bad. Whatever, don’t think about it. Just go with it, haha.

So I want this blog to have a purpose, not just be a journal type thing. I don’t really do journals… long story. Not today, because even though I was late to work, I am leaving soon (NOTHING to do here people) but starting next post I want it to be more of an advice, opinion, beliefs, 20 something perspective on life, love, work, fun, health, anything.

I may only be 24 (yes the 20-something is 24) but I’ve been through some crazy shit; and so have my friends. So I’ll tell you about it! and maybe you can relate or maybe what we’ve done can teach you a thing or two about what to do and what to definitely not ever do or maybe you’ll just laugh, because we are completely retarded sometimes. (most of the time)

Ok 6:19. It’s totally late enough to leave. I’m not a big TV person, but tonight is a big TV night for me. The Hills is FINALLY starting again, yesssssssss! and of course, gotta watch Weeds. My two favorite shows (the only ones I watch really) all in one night. Fabulous. xoxo